What I asked

Did I ask to be objectified?

Did I ask to be looked at as less than human

Because you find the way my body curves entertaining

Did I ask for you to stare at me earily.

Did I ask for your unwanted gazes and comments

No, I never asked for it.

But I guess I should be happy.

It just means I am attractive,right?

I mean guys are visual, right?

Boys will be boys

Every guy does it.

It’s perfectly normal.

But I did not ask to be objectified?

Why then when I protest?

I am I told that it’s just a guy thing

It’s fine.

I am overreacting

Somehow I believe all this

It doesn’t matter if I asked or not?

Every guy does it.

I begin to justify it all

Even when it escalates

It doesn’t matter what I asked for or didn’t

Every guy does it

Boys will be boys

It’s perfectly normal

Until it isn’t.

But it’s too late then

I believed it all

It doesn’t matter what I asked

Why would it matter now

When it never did