It Is Not To Be

It Is Not To Be

Everytime I think of you

I remember you

I remember your smile

I sometimes scroll through your pictures

I imagine my hand in yours

But it is not to be

I look at our old texts

Our silly conversations

I remember the first time you called me

Beautiful

I thought you were wonderful

You still are

But we haven’t talked in what seems like ages

Everytime I think about you

Why I loved you

I fall in love with you again

Everytime

The scary part is that I don’t know if you love me back

You’re quirky, smart, and sweet

That is what makes me fall in love with you

I remember the feeling I got when I talked to you

How everytime I think of you it puts a smile on my face

I loved you

and I still do

I keep on falling in love with you

But the scary part is Do you love me?

Don’t you love me?

Or is not to be?

Is this feeling that causes butterflies

This feeling that makes me smile and dance

Do you feel it too?

Or is not to be?

The scary part is that I don’t know

But everytime I see you just a glimpse

I fall head over heels for you

Everytime I remember why I loved you

I fall in love  with all over again

I know we haven’t talked in awhile

But I loved you

And I still do

I will never stop falling in love with you

Until you say it is not to be